"I need a relationship in which I don't have to keep explaining myself. Nothing is more tiring than having to constantly explaining yourself. Emotional tiredness drains you far more than physical tiredness. So the search is for that one relationship in which I can enjoy the freedom of Trust where I don't have to explain everything about me.
I need a relationship in which I won't be held against myself. I have my strengths. I have my shortcomings. The search is for that one relationship in which my lesser side will not be provoked and instigated constantly. I want that one relationship in which my positives will always be brought to the surface.
I need a relationship in which My today is not viewed with the mistakes I made yesterday... Being human.. I am bound to err every now and then. I want someone who won't maintain a database of my mistakes. The search is for that relationship where yesterday's fight doesn't halt today's communication... where yesterday was over yesterday.
I need a relationship in which it isn't me who has to take the initiative all the time. I need a relationship where I can be transparent. I need a relationship in which I don't have to alter my likes and dislikes to gain and retain the relationship. I need a relationship in which my self-image is not scratched. I need a relationship in which I am not asked to be anyone else. I need a relationship in which I feel completely myself.. even more than when I am with my own self.
I need that one relationship in which I feel as though I am once again in my mother's womb... a relationship in which my heart always feel.. just born"
- Excerpts from 'Unposted Letter' by Mahatria Ra..
நான் என் வாழ்க்கைத்துணை பற்றி என்ன நினைத்திருந்தேனோ அதையெல்லாம் அப்படியே வார்த்தைகளில் இவர் செதுக்கியிருக்கிறார்..
* தினேஷ்மாயா *
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