Mudivurai

 I never thought that, I will take such a decision in my life..

I'm going to stop writing in this blog anymore.

This is the last post in this blog.

I thank each and everyone of you who was my regular readers and also thanks to my future readers, for supporting me and my writing.

Till now I was living a life, which is far from reality.

I was not ready to face the reality.

I was living in an Utopian world.

A place which exists only in an imagination, where everything is perfect.

But, real life is very very far from my imagination.

Everything in this world, every person in this world is uniquely beautiful with its own imperfections.

Even, the beauty of Roses lies in the midst of thorns.

Thanks to Life for teaching me this great lesson and bringing me back to the real world, from my IMAGINARY WORLD.

Yes. Everything is Maya in my world. 

But, this real world is different and I am ready to face the real world.

Let me sign off from my Imaginary MAYA world.

I may come back here but not as DhineshMaya.

I wil come and register my thoughts but won't express mine.

Love you all.

Love & Regards/Regrets

DM.

சொல்ல மறந்த (கற்பனை) கதை ! அத்தியாயம்- 1

2007

Naan appo college first year mudichu, 2^nd year admission kaga, oor la irundhu Chennai ku kilamburen.

1^st year semester time la dhan hostel la andha issue nadanthu irundhuchu.

Naan hostel student. So, engaluku college admission ku munnadiye hostel admission podanum. A week before 2^nd year college begins, hostel admission podanum.

Appo, ennoda appa Madurai la edho training la irundhar. Enaku nalla niyabagam iruku. Amma oru 10k enkitta hostel admission ku kuduthu anupuranga.

Adhu varaikum kooda, hostel la nadandha issue ah naan veetla sollala. Aana, enaku hostel poga 1% kooda pidikala. Aana, vera enna pannanum num theriyala. Veetla sollavum mudiyala.

Chennai ku bus yerinen. Edho thousand ton luggage ah eduthutu pora madhiri, manasula romba baaram

Chennai ku pogave pidikala, hostel poga pidikala, college ku pogavum pidikala.

Aana Chennai ku bus la kilambinen. Yen na, enaku vera enga poganumnu theriyala. Poga vera endha idamum illa.

Andha reality ah face panna enaku dhairiyam illa.

Chennai ku ticket vangiten. Appolam, kaththipara junction lam kattala. So, ella bus um city ulla vandhu dhan pogum.

Guindy ku bus fare 70 rupees irukum koyambedu ku 75 rupees irukum. Naan usually guindy varaikum dhan ticket edupen

Aana, annaiku enna nenaicheno theriyala, koyambedu varaikum ticket eduthen.

Evening oru 4 or 5 kitta oor la irundhu kilambi irupen. Oru 9pm irukum. Chennai kitta vandhuruchu bus.

Poonamalle la bus enter aagudhu. Adhan chennaiyoda entrance nu en manasula oru thought. Andha bus stop vandhadhume neraiye per bus la irundhu iranguranga. Ennoda manasula baaram innum koodite iruku.

Seekirame naanum iranganume nu.

Porur vandhuchu. Appo innamum tension and anxiety adhigam aagudhu.

En madiyila bag ah vechutu, adhu mela thalai saaichu paduthutu varen bus la.

Next stop guindy. Naan iranga vendiya stop.

Guindy yum vandhuruchu.

Ennala seat ah vittu endhirikave mudiyala. Endhirikavum thonala.

Naama dhan cmbt varaikum ticket eduthirukome

Anga poitu aprama vena thirumbi vandhukalam nu apdiye bus la ukandhuten.

Bus um cmbt pochu. Ellarum iranginanga. Naanum iranginen.

Aana enga ponum nu theriyala

College ku pogavum pidikala

Hostel ah 1^st year la ye naan vacate panniten. Anga irundha ennoda things ellam ennoda friend oruthan kitta kuduthuten. Aana naan hostel vacate pannadhu veetla yarukum theriyadhu.

Enaku hostel ku thirumba poradha nenaichave eera kolai ellam nadungum nu solvangale. Apdi irukum.

Nightmare nu solvangale adhu madhiri.

Romba nerama cmbt bus stand la ye irundhen. Vara pora buses lam pathute irundhen.

Broadway ku oru bus vandhuchu. Enna nenaicheno theriyala andha bus la yeri broadway ku oru ticket vangiten.

Bus um kilambiruchu. Idhu enga college irukra pakkama pogave pogadhu. Adhu enaku therinjum adhula yerinen.

Bus poite iruku. Ennoda thoughts mattum hostel ah suththiye iruku.

Central station kitta bus varudhu. Pesama ooruke poiralamnu central station la iranginen.

Aana, ooruku pogavum dhairiyam illa, college ku pogavum dhairiyam illa.

Edhukum dhairiyam illama, enna panradhune theriyama, keela irangitu yosichitu iruken.

Idhellam nadakurappo time 12am aagi irukum.

Oru 3 to 4 hours ah anga platform la paduthutu aludhutu yosichitu irundhen.

Aprama dhan oru yosanai thonuchu. Sethuralam nu.

Aana, epdi nu theriyala. Aprama oru yosanai thonuchu

Kaasi ku poitu anga sethuralam nu nenaichen.

Queue la ninnu train ticket eduthen.

200 to 250 kulla ticket price irundha madhiri niyabagam. Ippo around 400 iruku. Some, 18 years back 200 kitta irundhirukalam. Veetla kudutha cash la oru 500 rupees ah eduthu adhula dhan ticket vanginen.

Endha train kasi ku pogum nu theriyadhu. Appo en kaila oru kutti Motorola phone irundhuchu. Appavoda officeroda appa use panna phone aam adhu. Andha thatha irandhutar nu avar use panna phone ah appavoda officer enkachum use aagum nu appa kitta kuduthu vittar.

Adhula net la kedaiyathu. Endha train enga pogumnu ellam net la parka mudiyathu.

1^st year la naan Bhopal ponen oru interview kaga.

Anga porappovum varappovum, GT express, Tamil Nadu express nu rendu train Chennai to Delhi and Delhi to Chennai daily poitu varum nu therinjukitten.

Enna train nu niyabagam illa. Indha rendula onnula dhan, naanum annaiku yerinen.

Train station ulla varappove nalla kootam. Ellarum odi pidichu idam pidikiranga. Semma koottam. Naanum adichu pidichu odi oru seat pidichukitten. Aana window seat kedaikala. Saaga porappovum window seat kedaikala nu siru pillai thanama yosichitu irundiruken.

Train vandhu oru 2 hours aagi irukum. Aprama dhan kilambichu.

Endha ooruku poga porenu ellam theriyadhu. TTR vandha kasi ku ticket iruku. Adha kaatikalamnu dhairiyama irundhen.

Train kilambuchu. 99% anga irundha ellarume north Indians dhan. Beeda vaasanaiyum, kadugu oil vasanaiyum oru madhiri kalandhu kumatite vandhuchu. Epdiyo samalichu ukandhutu poitu irundhen..

 

ஒரு பிரச்சனைய தைரியமா எதிர்கொள்ள முடியாம, அதுல இருந்து தப்பிக்க நினைச்சு, வேற ஒரு பிரச்சனையில் சிக்கிக்கொள்வது எப்படினு வாழ்க்கை கத்து தந்த பாடம்.

ஆனா, இப்போ வரைக்கும், சில உண்மைகளை, சில பிரச்சனைகளை, சில கசப்பான விஷயங்களை எதிர்கொள்ள நான் தயங்குகிறேன் அல்லது பயப்படுகிறேன்.

அதை எதிர்கொண்டிருந்தாலும் இவ்வளவு பிரச்சனை இருந்திருக்காது. அதை எதிர்கொள்ளாமல் தவிர்த்ததால் சந்தித்த பிரச்சனைகள் ஏராளம்.

ஆனால், ஒன்று மட்டும் மாறவே இல்லை.

அன்று முதல் இன்று வரை,

எந்த பிரச்சனையையுமே நம்பிக்கையோடு எதிர்கொள்ள, எனக்கு துணை என யாரும் இருந்ததில்லை.

(கற்பனைகள் தொடரும்)

* தினேஷ்மாயா *

H = W

Health = Wealth

* DhineshMaya *

Life Goes On

Whatever Happens..

Life (has to) goes on

* DhineshMaya*